I was waken up by a call...i felt very weird...

i wish at this moment...
when i open my eyes, i was in my own bedroom...
when i open my door, i could see my papa, mammy, guama, koko n sharone...
i could see my 2 big black n a white dogs running, chasing around the house...
i wish i can see all this...

i wish i can go out together with my family in a car...

心中有股莫名其妙的感觉由心而上。。。

i wish i could play back to 2 years ago that i was still in m'sia, i had thought to have credit transfer, i din want to leave actually...i m quite regreted that i din take the action...regreted that i din discuss about it with them...

2 years ago...i wish i was in 2 years ago...

guama N bao

finally, i decided to make it without any reason. I picked up everything and headed to Caryn's house...y? cos dun feel lik making alone at home (jo's abandoned me)...

mixing of the dough made me think of those days with her...
'Shze yee, come n help me...faster!'
She always says that when she was making bao (bun)...

it is guama's secret recipi...the buns she made were very nice n shinny n tasty...every time when she was making, she would call me n i was so lazy...couldn't be bothered...but now...i cannot help her anymore cos she can't make it anymore...she can't remember at all...i dun have a chance to say 'no' anymore cos she can't remember...

mixing...
waiting...
steaming...
hmmm....not bad...still remember how...


nice? it's her secret recipi too...
she mimic the buns of the Esquire Kitchen...so smart she is...
sometimes, it looked lik the shape of a shit to me....hehe...xD

it's quite soft n nice but not as nice as hers...
experiment was successful...there is some ingredients that i can't get here...i used self-rasing flour instead of 'bao flour'...making some changes to the baoooo....luckily it still comes out ok...hehe =P

maybe next time i can try to add filling...but...i dunno how to make 'cha xiu' (pork meat)...cha xiu bao (piggy bun-jo) she made was really nice...i can finish 3 or 4 at one time...yummy yummy...din get to learn it from her...

will try to put red bean sand if i've learnt how to make it...my next experiment will be it!!!
hmmm...maybe nutella also not a bad idea...actually we did it before...koko likes it very much...cos it's choc...


guama
din realise that she is so old now but cynthia has reminded me...
it was taken last year when she was visiting my uncle in Sydney...
it was her birthday but she din know...=(


ya...the little girl at the side is me...cute? hehhe...
she has been taking care of me all the way...
but now...she needs somebody but i m not around

追述

25/12/2008
gifts exchange at shoon fai's house


wushu competition



finally everything has ended...

you guys always ask me y i sacrify a lot for them...
but u guys never known...to me it is not a sacrification...
i jus wan 2 have fun, get my happiness...
wif them i can forget all of my worries for awhile...
talk nonscence...criticise each other...
n yet without breaking our relationship...

my past

2005 yr i jus started to walk into CW but too bad master wu, u r about to leave


2006 i started 2 become more active...

havin dragon dance in the rain


2006 全国龙狮公开赛 (ipoh)

2007 was my peak


25th federation of CW Carnical M'sia (teluk intan)

selangor association havin paper work till late for teluk intan association (the only teluk intan representative was sleeping)


Macau 2nd Asian Indoor Games, Northern Lion Tournament (though v lost)

in the begining of 2008, i appreciated all the moment v get together n i promised i ll b bac



1st generation of girls' dragon dance team


my farewell n 3 16th babies' bday



All the best
u r best of the best...