since i have been here, i get to exposed to a lot of things...

sports, especially, rushi youth group has brought me to a lot of sports which i have never get to play before in msia. the first time i get involved was the Mini Sport Game last year. I've played volleyball, badminton, fooser and basketball....other than that, i get to play tennis and table tennis...this year i had a chance to have performance on the stage...a lot of memories...knowing lots of friends...

freedom...is the most thing i have here...go out anytime i like...n get back anytime...hanging around with friends...or maybe in friends' house...chitchatting, has trips...happy?

i m confused at the moment. is this a life? days without family...is that what i want?

no matter how i m, i still feel something missing in my life...sth i m not understood. y they can just leave their family, their parents?

do i still have wings? can i keep flying? can guama 'be kept' longer? is it worth for me to invest another year of my life?

i think i m too heavy...

holiday!!!! finally i have a break!!!!

dun feel lik doin anything...starting to mold at home....
watching hong kong drama the whole morning...relaxing....
but...jus dunno y....i m very worried suddenly, feel weird suddenly....

a feeling that cannot be described by words...

seem to have lots of frens....but...no one that i can talk to...

sarcastic!

friendship??? what's that???
u treat others as frens...care about...giving support....
but to them....u r jus a clown...