沈思

与其为未来的怀疑与否定，还不如活在当下，把握现在，活出自我。

down-regulation

‘Zoe,你还是那样子没变到。’有人在一个生日派队上这样对我说。

是真的吗？

这几天心情都很低落。

哭泣的感觉一直都由心而上。

今天，终于压抑不了了。

我，哭了。。。

想过一人到pub里去。。。

曾有几次的冲动，想买酒把自己灌醉。

醉了的感觉是如何的？

我曾告诉过自己不把不高兴的东西写上去，但我今天破例了。

明天，我还可以有灿烂的笑容吗？

Autism

Being lonely?
going anywhere alone...
eating alone...

Nobody cares if u go toilet without locking or even closing the door
Nobody cares if the living hall n kitcken r messy
Nobody cares if ur stuff is scattered everywhere
Nobody cares if u on the volume to the max
Nobody cares if u dun wash dishes
Nobody cares if u r naked in the house
Nobody cares if u r screaming
Nobody cares if u go home late
Nobody cares when do u eat, how many meal a day, even dun eat

Never expect the noice is from the other room
Never expect the door ll open if u hear some noice from outside
Never expect there is somebody else when u open the door

it ll be very scary if these happen...