hey....it is time to make a summary to my life again...busy busy....i m always busy...
busy for this and that...in the end, i have no idea what m i doin....



tired...tired...tired...

maybe i m tired cos of the placement?
maybe i m tired cos of my future?
maybe i m tired cos of keep thinking, picturing...

i just feel very tired....

smiling on my face becomes lesser
happiness in my heart becomes lesser...

maybe i m just so stingy...
stingy to smile
stingy to laugh
stingy to talk
stingy to feel...

very tired...

missing home very much...starting getting used to the life here...tiring to get start again...where should i go? what should i do? where is my comfy zone? where m i belonging to?

hate to choose
hate to think

can anyone just pick for me?

to u, maybe i seem very decisive...
BUT i m not....

my big day in 2010

hey, i m here to my blog again...i m not updating my blog as often as i did last year...however, this is another thing that i wish to share long time ago...

it is about my birthday celebration...
my dearest housemate know that i prefer to have home-based thingy...so...she decided to have it at home...this joker even asked me to go out n get food on my own n choose the cake that i like...so that they won't get sth that i dun like...oh yeah!!! such a caring housemate....

hmmm....y caryn was hiding behind me? ya..u r tall but not tall enough...ok?!

dunno what's wrong with us...i just feel lik hugging u guys....

group photo

no fancy celebration, no gorgeous decoration, no fantastic activity...we just gather n eat...to be honest, i m not very close to them but i feel comfortable n warm...

feel so lucky that to have u guys around...