Sunday, 31 May 2009
Thursday, 14 May 2009
down-regulation
‘Zoe,你还是那样子没变到。’有人在一个生日派队上这样对我说。
是真的吗?
这几天心情都很低落。
哭泣的感觉一直都由心而上。
今天,终于压抑不了了。
我,哭了。。。
想过一人到pub里去。。。
曾有几次的冲动,想买酒把自己灌醉。
醉了的感觉是如何的?
我曾告诉过自己不把不高兴的东西写上去,但我今天破例了。
明天,我还可以有灿烂的笑容吗?
Tuesday, 5 May 2009
Autism
Being lonely?
going anywhere alone...
eating alone...
Nobody cares if u go toilet without locking or even closing the door
Nobody cares if the living hall n kitcken r messy
Nobody cares if ur stuff is scattered everywhere
Nobody cares if u on the volume to the max
Nobody cares if u dun wash dishes
Nobody cares if u r naked in the house
Nobody cares if u r screaming
Nobody cares if u go home late
Nobody cares when do u eat, how many meal a day, even dun eat
Never expect the noice is from the other room
Never expect the door ll open if u hear some noice from outside
Never expect there is somebody else when u open the door
it ll be very scary if these happen...
going anywhere alone...
eating alone...
Nobody cares if u go toilet without locking or even closing the door
Nobody cares if the living hall n kitcken r messy
Nobody cares if ur stuff is scattered everywhere
Nobody cares if u on the volume to the max
Nobody cares if u dun wash dishes
Nobody cares if u r naked in the house
Nobody cares if u r screaming
Nobody cares if u go home late
Nobody cares when do u eat, how many meal a day, even dun eat
Never expect the noice is from the other room
Never expect the door ll open if u hear some noice from outside
Never expect there is somebody else when u open the door
it ll be very scary if these happen...
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