countdown

counting down for my youth camp!!!

ya i m still a youth...hahhaa...still got one more day then i ll be trapped in the temple...

haven't packed yet! dunno wat to bring...sigh...weather forecast saying that it will be raining...it will be freezing cold...

i ll not have computer and internet excess!!!

today i made up my mind to buy the cake in woolly...

wandering in rundle...wandering around...jus feel like wandering...
walking in woolly...rundle...dunno what m i doing...dunno what my mind thinking of...
feel weird...i was physically walking but dunno where my mind was...
finally grabbing a cake...

Y?
worried?confused?uncertain..
i know i shouldn't be thinking too much cos i can't do anything even though i keep thinking...
thinking of what?!

plain fantastic mid-autumn festival

occasion: lantern festival celebration
time: 5:40pm
venue: gather at P3-20, heading to elder park
host: Rushi

kinda worried about it when laysim told me there would be 130ppl...waoo @.@...there was a way too many...


they welcome us with a dance, as usually having some dance before...

'because it is fri, this is the Dharma class, that's y we call this fri day Dharm class' this is how zhe wei introduced it...good effort...(Jo was laughing like mad)

after the Dharma talk headed to uni Adelaie?!collecting lanterns...
having a simple vegetarian curry, some quizes n a game in a group of 10...jus a simple running game...yea~~~we won it!!!


lighten up the lanterns!!!yea~~~


look at jo she was so happy...

playing with the lantern...

just a simple paper lantern...no fancy designed lantern of dragon, sailor moon, ultraman or even electronic running lanteren with music...just a plain 1 is more than enough...this is the purpose of a celebration...getting together, having some simple activities, just to have fun!!!

everyone acted like a kid that day...we even played a school kid's game -- eagle catching chicks (direct translate) on our own (beng2, sangleng, caryn, rachel, taulee, arvid, siewkim, kammun n a coursemate)...it was so funny...8 chicks holding together with a hen protecting us from being catched by 'the eagle'. can u imagine 10 adults running like mad on a field?!

just a plain celebration, no elegant dressing, no gorgeous decoration, no expensive food but it's fantastic...


a lantern that i brought back...a little damage to it because...wakakaka...

the bandage

a credit to my pig friend...wang zhu ying...
thanks for making the bandage for me...asking u to move my name around...cutting the best angel from the pic...(ps: she even cut off my head, leaving my butt in the bandage and said that is nice...*-* =.=") after making changes a few times...i chose the very 1st design she made...wakakka...making her changing and sending the pic meaningless...

this time, i choose to put...
我的秘密花园
means my secret garden...

a place to store my memory...express my thought...my feeling...n...myself
a palce that i won't bluff myself...a real heart of myself....
and also a place to entertain myself....

(i've attached quite a lot to it this recently....it's good or bad?)

last blessing from me to her.....sakai

happy 21st birthday though i know it has passed quite long...finally having u chance to celebrate for u...no fancy party no fancy...just a normal lunch

venue: Al Fresco
starter: puffs
main course: smoked salmon bread


look at her...staring at the bread...dripping...

as usual no surprise no expensive present...

just a handmade card...
n...

a flower...
一朵鲜花插在牛粪上
translated: a fresh flower on top of a cow's poo...hahahaha....

can't believe she describe it as that...anyway thank you very much...gal...
ALL THE BEST!!!

restaurant city

addicted to the restaurant city these few days...ya not happy farm anymore
it is soooo cute.i even sitting in front of the laptop n staring at it for almost an hour... u can hear the sound of cooking n ppl eating n collecting money...now i even need to install toilet bowls...at 1st i think it is just for display only not until i see people actually sitting on it...it is so funny...

this is my restaurant, not big as others...

look! got ppl sitting on the toilet bowl...
hey, it's caryn! hey, u r peeing in public?! wakakkaka

pharmacy ball - hairdo

12.09.09...pharmacy ball...

since i have no camera...i would just blog sth different - preball...din really realise anything until jo asked me wat to do n offered a help...hmm...i still had a week left...

dress?decided the day before...
hair? never thought of it but i wanna tight it...
ear rings? forgot till jo showed me hers...
i realised i need a necklace on that day...nvm...


dunno what had i done with my hair, i couldn't see. i jus pinned n pinned...use a lot of pins...hohoho
i miss the big mirror at home!!!


trying the ear ringsssss

999

999...
长长久久。。。
forever love...

090909...
what a special date but the day is not...

yea~~~nothing so special to me...staying at home the whole day or be specific --- the room...doing those tutorial...ya...i have improved this time...2 questions for the whole day...yea~~~

gosh!!!
can't i be much more slower?

12 subjects in one semester

can i finish it?

all subjects have massive questions and all questions are hard to answer. gotta do a lot of reading and research...it is very different from formal study in Uni. i gotta answer everything on my own. it cannot be found out directly from the text books or from lecture notes...ya, there is no lec notes...no tutorial...no discussion on each questions...no answers are given...sigh...

now i only on my way to tutorials, there are assignments too...all subjects have at least 1 each, some are 2...

i only have around 3 months left. do i manage to finish it? i take about an hour for a question, i m so slow...

i need more time!!! a lot of readings!!!

gosh...

journey to peace

'i'm an angel of peace. i bring u tranquility. you ll have a smoother route.'

the guest lec gave us a small game after the class. i got the card of Shanti, means peace.


i m in a jungle. a pathway in front of me. i follow it. there is a sign board showing where i m going. this pathway gives me everything that i want according to my thought. i m enjoying, a lot of fun. i m indulged....

i m tripped over. everything has gone in front of me. i try to caught it but it's abandoned me. i m panic and don't know what to do. i couldn't get up. i hear a sound, a very light sound 'stand up...be strong...' i stand up and look around but nothing around me. i m lost...

i see a light. i follow it. the pathway is not placed nicely for me. i have to find my way. i can't see anythings. things doesn't happen as what i thought. i take my step bravely. i walk slowly, very slowly...

i don't know what the light will bring me to,
i wonder what will happen to me for every step that i take,
i take away my worries,
i m just walking....