wanted to study....taking out the notes, sitting in front of the laptop, staring at the laptop, dunno what am i doing....

feel so tired...not because of just finishing the MM test...

i really feel tired...wanted to go back...


not leaving any msg in the facebook cos there are too many ppl....

not much in msn anymore cos relatives n brother r there too...

here is the only place...not many ppl know...nobody viewing it even...

why aren't u online?

mum n dad's story

after dinner with jo, poh n carynn, we went for coffee. oh...ya! jo's back...heeee.....she comes for a seminar. she craved for coffee after dinner...she found a coffee maker but no coffee at home...too bad..so we went out...me?! of course not having coffee...it's iced choc...hahahaa....

we talked about our funny, interesting parents. after talking with them, i decided to tell the interesting story of them...i dun mean to make fun on them, just feel like keeping their story...


day 1,
stubborn father reluctant to rest, ended up sick and trapped in the apartment the rest the day...
mum n i went to sushi train for dinner without dad...she kept complaining about him...

day 2,
their journey started. 1st station, bunnings and ikea...haaa....bunnings, a place that dad has to go in Aus. when we 1st get in sydney, uncle james said there was sth spoiled then my dad said go to bunnings to get sth. my cousins were shocked when hearing 'bunnings'...without resting, he straight to bunnings...his holiday is doing more work...

they found their own way there by bus. learning to buy ticket, read the board at the bus stop, getting down, playing the 2h trip with the bus ticket from the bus from a random indian man. was quite worried and felt bad cos cannot bring them along. but they wanted one. i have told them not to come, nth much in adelaide, but they still wanted to come..oh well....buying sth back...

day 3,
went back to the same place to return sth. dad said he has only explore 40% of bunnings. spending the remaining time in the food court of ikea. ordering a cup of soft drink, refilling for like 8 times...worth the price he paid...china man...

mum had a chat with a local taking about his life working in china as a lecturer, earning a lot but could only be a cleaner in the airport in Adelaide....hmmm....is she hinting sth? a random fellow walked to my mum n asked a weird question :"are u from china?" then walked away...mum was pointing n shouting at him asking the same ques....y she did so? cos she said since he asked her 1st then she just asked him back...=.=" ya this is my mum....

day4,
marion. they went there on their own with the bus timetable. mum was randomly grabbing anyone on the bus and chat...asking a student from china to work hard...

day 5,
tea tree plaza. i tot they din get to there. but my dad was so smart, he grabbed the timetable that i left on the table and found their own way there...luckily, they have seen the orban...surprisingly, the same shop in marion and tea tree plaza selling the same thing but at a very different price.

y asking them to all those places? shouldn't shopping centre in msia better? shouldn't i ask them to harbour town or handorf? believe me, they don't like those. they are more interesting in new and different thing, high tech stuff...they bought a lot...think they bought about 40kg of hardware n gardening stuff things. trying their best to feed all those things with few bags....

all the while, mum kept complaining about dad when they get back from their adventure.
'he in menopause lo, so shy, dun dare to ask ppl, scared to buy ticket on his own...etc....'
mum too actually, acting so crazily...=.="


a typical post of them...standing still

check on the carry bag of my dad....that is the bag they use for shopping, to bring back a lot of stuff. they like it very much...no matter what dad wanna bring it along. just dunno y, he looked like a china man, tong san lou....a typical china man...hhaaaa....


doesn't my grandma looked like a little girl?

finally having time n mood to do such thing...

looking through everything...
pasting it one by one...
bringing lots of memoriesss.....

can anyone still remember them???
pictures, notes, messages from u guys...

thank you very much

m doing so badly.....

it is getting worse...
one time worse than one time....
this time is lagi cangih...i hit the critical error...

so lost...sad...dunno what should it do....

dun mean to wrote anything about my studies one...
it is so dull and boring
but can't help, this is the only where i can talk....




PP...
fang pi (means farting)

studying dementia and delirium making me thinking of my grandma...

calling back...
mum said she is getting tanner cos she likes to walk. she can walk damn long. now they are not allow her to walk out anymore...being locked...feeling so sad. because of her, the whole center has to be locked, it was opened freely before she is there...mum also said she is become more anti-social. refusing to talk to anyone in the center...

ya...she has changed the center...this isn't an alzheimer center. It is just a normal old age center. Everyone there is normal...mum said she seems to prefer here...but i m worried if she keeps being so aggressive and stubborn, she might not be allowed to stay there anymore. HOW?

my phone's memory is full again...have to delete some messagesss....

going through a lot messages, seeing those names, bringing back some of the memoriesss.....
memories of me n friends...the reason of us sms-ing...

missing them...everyone...those daysss....

y everyone likes to look back? recalling?

a quiet n silent night

A quiet and silent night which i always wish to have since i m in Adelaide...

it is...so comfortable...so enjoying....this night...no one at home...no noise...
These 2 nights are the only time that i can get to do anything i feel like...feel so free....

not that I dun like or dun one others to come over...but can u imagine different ppl come to ur house every night? it is just so busy for every night...can u stay with it for long term?
feeling so bad...
actually i do welcome them but just the timing....

it is time to catch up...

ya, i m back to Adelaide...it is the same place, same uni...but it seems so different to me...faces are not the same anymore...they have left...ya they are done but i m not...

i have moved to a new apartment...ya i m moving again...cos Jo has left...It is Princes Apartment this time.

finally, i m settled down. It was so busy...non-stop of ppl coming my house...at first was hooisoo, then my parents then uncountable number of ppl...my house has always been so noisy...maybe it would be better if there is a door...anyway, i have chosen it on my own...no complaint. don't really have enough rest...

everything has moved out from my house. it is so empty now...feel so sad...


the balcony, it so clean now after a few time of flushing and brushing...

the living room, the shark is still here...i cant believe it...=.="

the kitchen...

last it is my room. after a few times of shifting and organising, this is it. 'the door' at right...and my bed is stick to the wall (hopefully it would be like tat all the while...heee)

my housemate, maria caryn, enjoying her fruit on her own...wahahha

this is my new look. i have cut my hair short. it is damn short. it has undergone 2 stages of changing actually. at first, it was at my shoulder length. ya like those mushroom hair...cant really take it need to blow the hair straight everyday after shower. then i went to cut again before i coming back here...it's like auntie when i first cut, it is better after i have pin it...

why was i cutting my hair? it is just a miscommunication among mum n i and miscommunication among the auntie, who cut my hair n mum and miscommunication among the auntie and me...

now only i realise short hair is the fashion for this year.=P