today, my preceptor assessed my work. it was the first. he asked me lots of questions...i dunno how to ans...even a very simple question...what is the 1st line treatment for type-1 diabetes...can u imagine i was struggling on this kind of question? basically i have forgotten everything, ya it is everything...

'how can this kind of student get to 4th yr? what uniSA doing now...' though he din say out but i know what his thought when talking to me...

he assessed me a lot a lot...
'you should know everything on top of ur head. u should be able to answer in a few second...'
feeling myself so useless n stupid....

so frustrated...ya...y m i here?
at this point i still asking myself this question...pharmacy is not what u think it was...
i m still very confused...

to be honest...i have no 'heart' at all...just do what i have to do...but my 'heart' has gone long time ago...

BALANCE...what is the balance?!

shark fishing

once upon a time, three girls caught a shark. they were so surprised as the shark was very big...

"hmm...what should we do with it?
shark fin soup? shark fillet?"


after discussing, they decided to sell it in a free market....

wakakakka.......

birthday card

To my wonderful sister,

sometimes,
it takes years
to understand
what having a sister
is all about.
when we were younger,
you were "just my sister."
But now,
I truly appreciate
the special person
you are...

haha...getting the same birthday card from from brother this year. was so surprised when seeing it thought he stole it and sent it back to me again....

he said this is the best card for me...that's why dunno why getting the same card without knowing it

=)

messages to my dearest frensss

lots thing to talk to my frens...missing them so much~~~

to jo,
hope u start to enjoy ur life there...miss the time with u u...1006 a place where we used to sleep together...wakkaka...passing by semophore that day, thinking of u...kite flying, the proposal, cant forget the unique big TV screen there...heading to state library to borrow some DVDs...thanks for passing me some of the new movies...i miss the time watching movies n eating crackers with u...

thanks for leading me to a happy life....

to veron,
fatty, a name given by jo for u...ya, the skinniest one called fatty...muahahah...u r so sweet...so energetic maybe...gullible, a word that i have learnt from u...glad that u truly enjoy in the 'Spring'...
(now only i realise, i dun have many pics with u...sigh...)

to sakai,
haha...u so sakai....cant forget that u always taking ur camera with u...

thanks for ur caring....

to siying,
hardly talk to u...u always busy...but i know even though we can't get to see or talk to each other...our hearts still together....sound so...lesbian....wakakakak...u know what i mean....

to soxi,
same here...how r u going now?

remember? Taurus forever...(lost the pic leh...who got keep it?)

can somebody please tell me what should i do?