today, my preceptor assessed my work. it was the first. he asked me lots of questions...i dunno how to ans...even a very simple question...what is the 1st line treatment for type-1 diabetes...can u imagine i was struggling on this kind of question? basically i have forgotten everything, ya it is everything...
'how can this kind of student get to 4th yr? what uniSA doing now...' though he din say out but i know what his thought when talking to me...
he assessed me a lot a lot...
'you should know everything on top of ur head. u should be able to answer in a few second...'
feeling myself so useless n stupid....
so frustrated...ya...y m i here?
at this point i still asking myself this question...pharmacy is not what u think it was...
i m still very confused...
to be honest...i have no 'heart' at all...just do what i have to do...but my 'heart' has gone long time ago...
BALANCE...what is the balance?!
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mr/ms anonymous, who ever u r...thanks for ur support...jus a bit upset n frustrated, always get a negative side of 'pharmacy'...
the 200hr placement, i followed a girl who almost wanted to quick her job...now i follow a super younger preceptor who has no heart in his career...
how can i get passionate? if the person u follow has no passionate in it?
i think u just need some motivation from someone. go for a talk or talk to someone about this, may be got help, i think u just keep too much of ur feeling within u, find a person can be trusted and talk to he or she. good luck!
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