my secret garden...

又再次崩溃了...并不是为了什么...只觉得很累很累....
时间越逼近,想回家的心情越强烈.
真想此刻回到的是自己的家,而不是冷清清没人的屋子

不知是为什么...
我越来越不想跟人打交道...
做什么都提不起劲,没兴趣,只觉得很无聊...
闷闷不乐...

我好像在周围建了道防护墙
不想让人步进也不想走出去

basically, i dun feel like socializing, not emo, just being lazy...
i used to like to make myself happier, better everyday but now...
i jus feel that everything can end soon..
i want to say bye bye to everything here, everyone as well....
i need a new start....
now only i know that i dun actually like here that much, start to hate it actually....