曾是两个很熟悉的人,却变得很陌生。。。
见面宛如不相识。。。
两条平行线,没有交集。。。
你曾经让我习惯了你的存在。。。
现在你却对我置之不理。。。
似相近,却很远。。。
Wednesday, 10 June 2009
Sunday, 31 May 2009
Thursday, 14 May 2009
down-regulation
‘Zoe,你还是那样子没变到。’有人在一个生日派队上这样对我说。
是真的吗?
这几天心情都很低落。
哭泣的感觉一直都由心而上。
今天,终于压抑不了了。
我,哭了。。。
想过一人到pub里去。。。
曾有几次的冲动,想买酒把自己灌醉。
醉了的感觉是如何的?
我曾告诉过自己不把不高兴的东西写上去,但我今天破例了。
明天,我还可以有灿烂的笑容吗?
Tuesday, 5 May 2009
Autism
Being lonely?
going anywhere alone...
eating alone...
Nobody cares if u go toilet without locking or even closing the door
Nobody cares if the living hall n kitcken r messy
Nobody cares if ur stuff is scattered everywhere
Nobody cares if u on the volume to the max
Nobody cares if u dun wash dishes
Nobody cares if u r naked in the house
Nobody cares if u r screaming
Nobody cares if u go home late
Nobody cares when do u eat, how many meal a day, even dun eat
Never expect the noice is from the other room
Never expect the door ll open if u hear some noice from outside
Never expect there is somebody else when u open the door
it ll be very scary if these happen...
going anywhere alone...
eating alone...
Nobody cares if u go toilet without locking or even closing the door
Nobody cares if the living hall n kitcken r messy
Nobody cares if ur stuff is scattered everywhere
Nobody cares if u on the volume to the max
Nobody cares if u dun wash dishes
Nobody cares if u r naked in the house
Nobody cares if u r screaming
Nobody cares if u go home late
Nobody cares when do u eat, how many meal a day, even dun eat
Never expect the noice is from the other room
Never expect the door ll open if u hear some noice from outside
Never expect there is somebody else when u open the door
it ll be very scary if these happen...
Saturday, 25 April 2009
see u one month later, Jo
bye, Jo...
have a nice trip to Berri, have fun...
me...
after sending her...walking away lonely...
there r some ppl in mind that i wished to call but i din...
i wandered in the market...headed to my old house to return shoes to Lih Juen
then only headed back to my house
the journey was quite long...
alone...
a song came into my mind...
Mr Lonely - Akon
Lonely~ I am so lonely~I have nobody~
To call my own~~~~
I am so lonely~I am Miss Lonely~
I kept on smsing jo the whole day
thinking hows she...
Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head - Teshima Aoi
feeling so good when somebody cares of u...
thank you
dunno wat does the song imply, but it kept rainning for a few days...
disaster happened in my unit...
water came in through the window...super cold...
light bulb in the toilet fused and it was public holiday--ANZAC Day...
Friday, 17 April 2009
McDonald in harbor town
Friday, 10 April 2009
hey jo, it is ur big day!!!
I was so tired and sleepy after a day of baking and cooking...
but...i still couldn't sleep...


dik dok... dik dok...

14 min left...

Happy birthday, jo!!!

hey, don't look at it like that...it's swiss roll! not a chapatti!!!
i know it's a bit funny...

can't u cut properly?!

cheers...


ur birthday cakes...good presentation...about the taste....hmm...
i will improve it...

let's pose, piggies...

piggies gang!!!hmm...ann, y are u so outstanding this time...

another pose, piggies

welcome to the party!!! or I should say, happy being released from the jail...

left over food for the party, tq lionel...

food for the party...ya, they already started to eat before the birthday girl... =(
let's party!!!







birthday wishes from everyone...
so hard for me to get everyone to write it down...
i m glad that u like it...

a flower girl...
so tired...finally everything had ended but yet...i still can't rest
but...i still couldn't sleep...
dik dok... dik dok...
14 min left...
Happy birthday, jo!!!
hey, don't look at it like that...it's swiss roll! not a chapatti!!!
i know it's a bit funny...
can't u cut properly?!
cheers...
ur birthday cakes...good presentation...about the taste....hmm...
i will improve it...
let's pose, piggies...
piggies gang!!!hmm...ann, y are u so outstanding this time...
another pose, piggies
welcome to the party!!! or I should say, happy being released from the jail...
left over food for the party, tq lionel...
food for the party...ya, they already started to eat before the birthday girl... =(
let's party!!!
birthday wishes from everyone...
so hard for me to get everyone to write it down...
i m glad that u like it...
a flower girl...
so tired...finally everything had ended but yet...i still can't rest
Monday, 6 April 2009
such a busy weekend
poor little salmon...
y can't u die peacefully...

salmon mafia...
OMG...somebody please rescue me...
my life is in a great danger for having such a housemate
jo, it is just a $2.90 salmon head. please dun treat it so badly lik tat...

our meal...udon with salmon soup

ya i m in a church
nope i m not a christian
i m just goin for fun

A sakai is playing a piano

say cheese, pancake king...

happy birthday!!!

wild life park

thank you very much

somebody please...
my life is in a greater danger...

hey, where are those mushroom?it is my prize!
huh?! i can't believe it! jo, u had finished it?!
by the way, i used all my effort to win it for u...

group photo...
Hmm...anyone notice?
y so many girls...
it was my question when i was just reached there...
anyway, i enjoyed it...
y can't u die peacefully...
salmon mafia...
OMG...somebody please rescue me...
my life is in a great danger for having such a housemate
jo, it is just a $2.90 salmon head. please dun treat it so badly lik tat...
our meal...udon with salmon soup
ya i m in a church
nope i m not a christian
i m just goin for fun
A sakai is playing a piano
say cheese, pancake king...
happy birthday!!!
wild life park
thank you very much
somebody please...
my life is in a greater danger...
hey, where are those mushroom?it is my prize!
huh?! i can't believe it! jo, u had finished it?!
by the way, i used all my effort to win it for u...
group photo...
Hmm...anyone notice?
y so many girls...
it was my question when i was just reached there...
anyway, i enjoyed it...
Wednesday, 1 April 2009
april fool
being fooled by fren early in the morning....
city east fired?! ya i wish to...
went to adelaide hill...

look properly...there are tumours on the leaf.
cant rmb wat the plant is but it is interesting that the lumps are actually insects' eggs...there r inside the leaf.

wao...sailing on the lake???

nah...this is how they sail
v din really go up to the hill
v jus having lunch at Stirling bakery
the quiche was nice
it ll be cool if i can hav my birthday there. then having an ice-cream from swiss.
i wish i can hav it...tiramisu ice-cream...i miss u a lot...
i jus finish browsing my fren facebook...
being lost from KC for a few years, it is time to catch back with them.
i take my step to send msg to some of them...
city east fired?! ya i wish to...
went to adelaide hill...
look properly...there are tumours on the leaf.
cant rmb wat the plant is but it is interesting that the lumps are actually insects' eggs...there r inside the leaf.
wao...sailing on the lake???
nah...this is how they sail
v din really go up to the hill
v jus having lunch at Stirling bakery
the quiche was nice
it ll be cool if i can hav my birthday there. then having an ice-cream from swiss.
i wish i can hav it...tiramisu ice-cream...i miss u a lot...
i jus finish browsing my fren facebook...
being lost from KC for a few years, it is time to catch back with them.
i take my step to send msg to some of them...
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